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Well, now I can’t say that I don’t have time to workout.  My husband started working today so I had to wake up early to fix him his breakfast and lunch and yes people I worked out this morning.YAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!! Now I have no excuse not to work out…:)

That does it!!!! I cant believe I gained those five pounds that I had already lost.  I try so hard.  I admit I slacked off a bit these days especially that  pizza nightmare, but anyway and I’m gonna have to be more harder on myself.  I can’t just slack off whenever I want to.  I definitely need a drill sargeant to keep me on my feet.  I can’t count on my husband because all he’ll do is stuff me with more food.   I don’t know what to do now  my motivaton just went down the drain. 

Whoa!!!!!let me say hats off to Billy Blanks Taebo.  I had just bought two taebo dvds and I checked them out first before working out and I said to myself:”this is a piece of cake, too easy for me”, yeah right!  I couldn’t finish the whole workout, I was sweatin bullets, and it wore me out, but the worst was when  I woke up the next day.  I was sore all over,I could still feel the stinging feeling in my abs and waist and arms …..everything, but I’d definitely do it again and again and again…I give Billy Blanks a 10!!!!

Way too dramatic huh?…….Well  that’s what happened last night.. Yesterday I did so good during the day with my diet, but I ‘ve been having this huge craving for pizza that I just couldn’t control…I got carried away with the pizza that I just got sick to my stomach. Still today I woke up with a hangover except instead of being a hangover from drinking ; it was a hangover from pizza.  I feel so guilty now after I was doing so good. I feel like I just let myself down. Now I’ m not saying that I ate the whole pizza because my husband also ate pizza, but I just let the urge take over me……..NEVER IN MY WHOLE LIFE, WILL I EVER LET THIS HAPPEN AGAIN.

Well I decided to try some soy milk since it’s low in carbs.  I bought  Blue Diamond Almond  unsweetened soy milk…….well I tried it in my coffee this morning, but it didn’t taste so well and so I tried it with some Special K and it was alright,not perfectly ,but alright…Bad thing was that I spent the whole morning feeling sick to my stomach.  I don’t know if it’s  that my stomach needs to get used to it or what, but it wasn’t a  very pleasant experience.

I’m feeling a little down because when I decided to lose weight and started my diet and exercise,  I also made a little drastic change so to say in my hair; you know just to motivate me a little more.  Well I got a lot of compliments from my coworkers and that made me feel good, but who I really wanted to notice the changes that I made was my husband and up to now I haven’t gotten a single compliment, not even a “wow, baby you look great”.  Instead all I get is, “what’s all this new change about,  why do you want to lose weight and why are you trying so much to change the way you look”.  I mean, he’s my husband and all and I really love him, but god! the stupid remarks just slap the motivation right out of me…  Yeah, I like the compliments from other people because it makes me feel good, but besides doing all this for me, I’m doing all this for him.   Sometimes I just feel like wringing his neck!!!!!!! ahhhh:)

I’m soooooooooooooooooooooooo happy today, I woke up this morning and I decided to weigh myself and I lost 5 lbs more……..YEAH!!!! It’s the best thing that’s happened to me today…..I finally got out of that stump…..YAY!!!!!!

Today I wanted to get up earlier to exercise,but that didn’t happen.  That leaves me with the afternoon  to exercise.  I felt pretty good this morning because I had a pretty healthy breakfast.  I had a few grapes with two ham and cheese(fat free) rollups with some black coffee w/hazelnut creamer(yummy), so far today I’ve been drinking plenty of water.  My mid morning snack was a Fiber One granola bar.  So far so good.

I just want to let people know that we really have to take care of our bodies and our health.  About a month ago this woman died from heart problems and (I’m not exagerating, this came out on the news here in PR and caused a serious commotion) she was weighing in at almost 800lbs.  It caused a commotion about the poor treatment and medical attention she got, but a doctor who was interviewed had a really good point and that was that she never payed any attention about her health.  That’s a really good point because we are responsible for our own health and bodies.  Doctors can maybe heal us, but it’s also our duty to take care of ourselves.  We have our ups and downs, but we have to take good care of our bodies.

Well, today I finally got the urge to wake up early to do 30 min on the stationary bike.  I took advantage that my babies were still asleep also. I had a lite breakfast of coffee, and ham and cheese(fat free) roll ups.  My first snack was some blueberry yogurt.  All is going well after the rampage I went on these past 2 days.  I guess today I finally put my feet on the ground really hard.  I know  I can do it.